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and not that I was ever taken aback by there attempts but

not only was my mentality dwindling away but

my outlook on life had diminished into utter sadness.

the only thing I derived from this event was to

his real desires were being shown by the arousal

but my servitude for Jeffrey kept me there. Getting out of

another one of Jeffrey' s so- called personal assistants

too easy behind these walls to succumb to

I would often meet him there first so he could tie up

scarcely being sent home for a moments break

it would only add to my depression being

making the caged trees appear to have some form of life again. I

it is one 1 still ache to fully comprehend

I was settled by Jeffrey' s side for now

I was becoming numb to the feelings and aspiration

imagining a new beginning with a strong man that would

my age and most of all to self -anesthetize

putting my money earned into nothing but

having a good ol' chuckle at my eccentric encounter. I was

in which one of Jeffrey' s staff would drive me